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Dear Chase,Im not quite authorized where to begin I know this past week has been a mess, rough(prenominal) our faults, Im not just directing it towards you. I have had ten one million million things running through my mind the past few days, and I am going to try and get a few of them out honest now.For one, I do cherish your friendship, like I said in one of my messages, you and I have shared things and conversations about our lives, our families that I would neer with anyone else. The main reason for that is because I trust you, and you listen to me, as I do to you. I can sound out that I have had some of the most wonderful times with you that I have ever so had in my entire life. I had told you before that when you talk I hold onto both word that comes out of your mouth and its like they are engraved in the rear end of my mind forever. I dont know why you have that mend on me maybe its the fact that we have become such wakeless friends. To be quite honest with you, I d ont trust people very(prenominal) easily as you very well know, and I could probably say the same for you. I envisage that is why I did let that breakwater down and let you into my life and my heart, because I felt safe. Let me have a bun in the oven you, why do I feel like building it back up?Let me explain what I want in my life. I want someone to share my laughter and my fears, someone to listen and be there when I feel like the world is crashing down on me. I want to give that same courtesy back to them in return. I dont want someone standing at my door waiting for me to get home, or around constantly, because that drives me absolutely crazy. I do think that since you and I have spent so much time unneurotic that I have become a little dependant on you, and wanting to talk to you. That doesnt necessarily mean seeing you every day, or a three-hour phone call, but just the reassurance to know that you are in fact still there. Is that too much for you? It sometimes feels like you lonesome(prenominal) call when you know I am upset because you havent called. You hardly ever call just because you want to.